**Please note: This blog entry features the recollections, opinions, and hopes of individuals, and does not reflect the views or opinions of the Capital Area Center for Independent Living as an organization**
As the 10th anniversary of the September 11th attacks approaches us this weekend, we here at CACIL wanted to take a moment and remember that day; where we were, how we felt, and what we think about our nation a decade later.
Terry Weaver: I was leaving a doctor’s appointment on the morning of September 11th, and I heard the news about the planes hitting the World Trade Center on the radio in my car. By the time I got to the hospital where I worked, we were all watching the coverage on TV and saw the towers fall. It was the most horrible thing I’ve ever seen in my life.
Kim McDonald: I was off of work at the time because I had broken my foot. I had an appointment later that day to get my foot checked out, and my husband and I were relaxing at home watching the Today Show. We watched the towers at the World Trade Center fall. I remember seeing my neighbor outside cutting his grass and running out to tell him to turn on the radio and listen. I was worried about my son who was down near the Capitol in Lansing, because we didn’t know what was going on and where the next target would be. I drove to the doctor later and just thinking about how surreal it was, just knowing that not a single plane was flying at the time because everything was grounded.
Kellie Blackwell: I was 22 years old when the September 11th attacks happened. I was at home and I happened to turn the TV on just before the 2nd plane hit. I remember just thinking to myself “is this really real?”. For a week, my roommate and I watched the coverage on TV nonstop. We bought American flags to hang outside and we just cried. I remember watching the rescuers pull bodies from the collapsed buildings and realizing just how many people had died and just sobbing. It was emotional to watch, and to see news anchors break down on television.
Kelly Loftis: I was 14 on September 11, 2001. My history class was getting ready to watch a movie, and while our teacher tried to figure out the VCR, the news was on and we saw the 2nd plane hit. I remember all my classmates were joking about how the pilot must’ve been really out of it to not realize he was near such a big building, and then looking over to see my teacher sink into a chair with his hand over his mouth and realizing at that moment that this was probably no accident. I watched the coverage nonstop for days after school, just trying to understand how a few evil men could ruin so many lives.
Ron Cutcher: September 11th is my birthday. My family was taking me to Denny’s for breakfast that day, and then we were going to put money down for my daughter to get her own apartment. My son told me that a plane had crashed into the World Trade Center and I told him that just couldn’t be right. We sat and watched the coverage on a TV the Denny’s staff brought out and saw the 2nd plane hit. I told my family my initial instinct was that “we are at war” and sure enough, we went to war and are still there today.
Kellie Blackwell: 10 years later, I wish we could live in a time where other countries got along with the United States better and we did not have so much conflict overseas.
Kim McDonald: 10 years later I think people are much more paranoid than they used to be. Things have gotten really bad, but we have to trust our neighbors again. Bad people are out there, but I believe the majority of people are good, and we need to move forward together.
Kelly Loftis: 10 years later, I look back on September 11th as a very defining moment in the society and culture I grew up in. I think I am extra suspicious and more cautious than I perhaps would be had September 11th never happened. It was strange to watch the coverage and know just what a huge deal this was, and see for the first time what the world looks like when evil strikes. I hope moving forward in the next 10 years, that our nation continues to rebuild and prevents this type of tragedy from ever happening again. I learned that security is a privilege.
Ron Cutcher: As a veteran, I wanted to re-enlist in the Army, but because I am disabled I wasn’t allowed back in. I knew we were going to war, and I wanted to help. As a father and grandfather, I am glad that my kids have learned now that freedom comes at a cost. They’ve been really educated about freedom and sacrifice and those are important lessons. I think that as a nation we are back to where we were before 9/11, and people are forgetting the spirit we had as a nation immediately after the attacks. My hope for the next 10 years is that our country really learns that we are only as safe as we let ourselves be.
Terry Weaver: 10 years later, I worry that we’ve forgotten the lessons from that day. It takes all of us together to be the United States and to be strong, and we have to work together and help one another. I remember afterwards, seeing all the flags out everywhere and people wanted to help each other, and my hope for the next 10 years is that we get back to that.
Nearly 3,000 people died as a result of the terrorist attacks and our nation as we knew it was changed forever. We will always remember the lives lost, the heroes that emerged, the hope that resonated, and collectiveness of our nation united together to rebuild, recover, and remember. We are grateful to all of those who have served our nation, both here and overseas, and to all of those who have lost their lives doing so. Your service means the world to us. Thank you.